Hating myself for the way ive acted for so long now
all of this confidence was wrong

so i am
changing the rules to a game i thought i knew so well
breaking the news to myself, ive finally won

Fuck this im tired of making myself feel guilty
for everything ive believed in
im sick of thinking i was wrong
but i wont give up till im alright

Teasing myself
im convincecd i was right all along
Too many field trips to the bar